Crazy Beautiful

Heart Made ~

2011-12-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

Heart made. Something that is hand made, given with love, and a gift! This was made by my dear girl Sky. You can give her a shout out over here! http://peoplecallmesky.blogspot.com/ We go way back! I wear it around my neck and think three things, beauty, blessed, and loved. Words actually escape me to how special this gift really is. That is all I have, really, speechless.

Testing 1 2 3

2011-11-07T08:10:00.001-08:00

I think it safe to say, besides a teething baby girl, we are out of the valley of sickness! This last month has been extremely difficult. Compared to some situations, not extreme, but enough of a valley to stretch us. With that said, this valley was orchestrated by God. He has led me to the place of being vulnerable, crying out to him in anguish, to long for healing, to pray over fear, and to let go of any control I may be holding onto. I am learning to hold my children loosely. In fact, I am learning to hold everything in life that way. Trusting that God IS good, for he gives and takes away! That sentence still makes me hold my breath.

The past few weeks, I found myself reading chapters in the book of Job. If you want to be humbled and challenged, Job it is! Can you imagine losing everything? I mean, EVERYTHING. What would your response be? Would you fall at Jesus feet and worship him, or would you take the grumbling complaining road? Just a thought, I am guilty of the second.

"Then Job arose and tore his robe and shaved his head and fell on the ground and worshiped." "The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord. In all this Job did not sin or charge God with wrong." Job 1:20-22.

This verse knocked me off my feet. Even sitting here now, I am at a loss for words. Could I really worship a God who wiped me clean of everything?! I am asking God to teach me what that looks like. To repair my heart in trusting him and his goodness. Whether that comes through great blessings or things being taken completely away.

God Breathed ~

2011-10-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Fear not, for I am with you; I will bring your offspring from the East, and from the West I will gather you. I will say to the North, give up, and to the South, Do not withhold; bring my sons from afar and my daughters from the end of the earth., everyone who is called by my name, whom I created for my glory, whom I formed and made.

Isaiah 43: 5-7

Journey!

2011-10-20T07:49:00.001-07:00

I have been writing this post in my head for two weeks. A part of me is nervous to even write this down, I am opening myself to a dream and hope that has been stirring within me. This dream sparked as a little girl, and now 28 years later, as a wife and mother. If God's will is to bless this dream, wow, I would be humbled and filled with joy! I also have to come to terms, that God may speak something else to our hearts. Right now that seems hard to swallow.

With that said, In my Bible is a date, 10/10/11. Next to that date is reads, "Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world." James 1:27

You may wonder where I am going with this, some may have already caught on:) That verse to many, may seem cliche in regards to adoption. But it is God's word, alive in us! At this point I feel deeply that our family is not complete. Adopting has been tugging at my heart for some time now. I am lucky to have a husband, that is willing to surrender this dream and hope to God, and see what unfolds. It would be a celebration of life, a home, a family knit together by following God's call. It's a mighty trusting in God, to follow through and see what he does!

It hurts my heart to know the financial aspect of what adoption entails. That right there, stops me in my tracks of pursuing what my heart feels hope for. My lover and I were talking, and he said "What if we just trusted God to provide, and just walked in complete trust." Oh how little faith I have. My heart and mind start to race, automatically running into panic mode, thinking there is no way this will even happen. I become so discouraged. I have much to learn in the area, of how God moves and provides if one is walking in his will. He wants so greatly to bless us. This adoption would also mean, making some sacrifices for our current family and household. In that as well, we surrender and ask for God's will. We know he is faithful and good!!

So there are my hopes, dreams, fears, everything spilled out. Cheers to this adoption journey! We would love your prayers, as we continue to pursue this:)

Introducing!

2011-03-23T13:01:00.000-07:00

Greta Louise

Born on March 22, 2011

7 Pounds

12 oz

21 Inches

Fresh Ink!

2011-01-04T10:33:00.000-08:00

Round Two.

Last night as I lay in bed, my Mommy brain was multitasking and on overload. You would think after my hour long massage that I had, I would be nothing but a wet sloppy noodle, with empty thoughts. Although, I am notorious for writing journal entries in my head, over and over again. I just never write them on tangible paper. Maybe a New Years resolution?!

As some of you may have, or may not have, read my last post. I am sure some out there would exclaim, "this girl finally got the hint, that parenthood is suppose to be selfless, not selfish." Here is the kicker, I know, I get it! It was a rule of thumb before children were even in the picture. You see, I have been practicing the art of selflessness, from the minute I said I Do to my Lover. I knew from the very beginning that this role as mother, would require more then I can chew at times. In this instance, I think it goes much deeper for me. This role has rocked me to my core. I would almost say, nope, I am going to say, it is probably the hardest thing I have ever done. It has shown me over and over again, on a daily basis, even to the extreme of minute by minute on some occasions, that I can't, and should not, try to achieve motherhood on my own. What a small and satisfying revelation. God you are so tricky sometimes:)

This brings me to my small conclusion. It actually hurt my heart, yet made me heart healthy, when I allowed myself the freedom to cry out to God. Genius! By no means, have I become super mom from this revelation. If anything, that is the farthest from where it has brought me. But I can tell you, I am a more patient and humbled mother. My heart and mindset are changing daily, sometimes it still hurts and is frustrating. I get upset, lack patience, but thankfully receive grace in those moments of weakness. I love that we get to start fresh over and over again. I am up for the challenge, because I know and rely on who is fighting with me!

There is a glimpse into my Crazy Beautiful revelation! Hopefully, I didn't spin too many webs of confusion. These writings were not to please any sort of fan club. It was for my own personal reflection, and as mentioned before, to enter into the keepsake of the Internet world!

The End Love,

Cassandra

Heart Matters

2011-01-03T18:38:00.000-08:00

I was going to return, allowing the ink to do my dirty work. Epic fail. I returned only because I feel like I have some heart issues to write out, or is it sort out, I am not quite sure. What better place to etch these words then here, on this blog. The keepsake of the Internet world.

This last year has been Crazy Beautiful, sounds cliche. But it speaks a volume of truths. Perhaps a foreshadow of the great ebb and flow.

February 2010 I became a mother for the first time. Bump-E arrived two weeks early, we were shocked to find out, that the inhabitant of my womb was a BOY! How fitting that Emmet's nickname Bump-E, ended up being the first letter of his real name. Clever I know! March 2011 we will be welcoming Babe-E into our family, a little girl is on its way! Unfortunately, we were not as clever this time around, and Babe-E will not be starting with an E:)

Might as well jump right in to the clutter and chaos of my mind. It has taken me exactly 11 months since February 2010, to figure out why God has graciously blessed me with children. He has blessed me, and when I say me, I really mean as an individual and where I am at spiritually, for this very reason, and this reason alone. He KNEW that I NEEDED him. Shocking, maybe those who are reading should sit down! I have been "running" from him for so long. It was my Lover who brought to my attention, that maybe this is God's way of calling me back to him. My father, the one who holds all things. And when I say all things, I MEAN all things! I never really understood and grasped the details of that, until my son was born. I have never been brought so low, and to such a humbling place, of complete dependence on God, I have never felt so out of control in my life, besides the divorce of my parents. In the past month, I have never prayed so hard and so much for patience, upon patience, upon patience, with and added dose of grace, grace, and more grace! Being a mother has taken so much out of me. This experience has literally brought me to my knees!

My brain is mush. I have a feeling that this post deserves a part two, with a dose of clarity! Signing off for now! Allowing the ink to dry awhile, and the dirty work of sorting through to continue!

To Write. To Return.

2010-06-21T12:55:00.000-07:00

"The art of manipulating ink to do my dirty work." Hearts are messy, but beautiful! I have returned.

The "Birth" Day!

2010-02-25T16:48:00.000-08:00

I woke up Monday morning February 8th, having to go the bathroom extremely bad! The time was exactly 9:30 am. I made it half way to the bathroom and felt a little trickle down my legs (sorry if that is TMI for you.) I thought, "Seriously, I did not just pee my myself." I then made it into the bathroom, just about to lift the lid, instead I was met with a huge gush of fluid. It was clear, so I knew something was different. I then proceeded to actually go to the bathroom. I took a couple of deep breaths, trying not to freak out. Knowing that this was my "Golden Ticket" into the hospital for the day. I would be having a baby whether I was prepared or not. I called the Hubby at work, stating that I thought my water had broke. He was home within 5 min and we were off to Labor and Delivery. I was hooked up to all of the fancy monitors, waiting three hours to have them finally say that I would be admitted. They were having the hardest time distinguishing whether my water had truly broken or not. They all knew from what I told them, that this was the real deal, but the needed the proof on the testing slide. At this point I was not contracting. The time was now 1:00pm, I would be started on Pitocin to get things rolling. I was checked and only at 2 cm. It would be another 3 hours until contractions would begin. Around 5:00pm my contractions had finally arrived, barely allowing me to keep on top of them. They were intense, add to that immense tail bone pain, due to him being positioned wrong and bruising my tail bone a couple years ago. The time was now 6:30pm. I opted for the epidural, which gave me relief for the contractions, but did not aid in any of the tail bone pain, which at this point seemed much worse then the contractions I had been having. After the epidural I was checked at 7:30pm, I was disappointed to know that I was only at 5 cm, another 5 to go! No joke, 5 min later I had this immense urge to push, I mentioned that to the nurse, and she told me that I needed to start breathing through the contractions, no pushing allowed (yeah right on that one!) She reminded me I was just checked. I was only half ways there, and was no where near the pushing stage. At that point my body told me otherwise, I asked to be checked just to see where I was at. The doctor came in and to everyones amazement, I was near 10 cm, ready to go! After only 3 hours of active/intense labor and 40 minutes of pushing, we welcomed our little man into this world. If I could pick how to go into labor, I think this may be the winner. Although, it was fast and intense, I am glad it was not hours worth of laboring. With a few set backs we are both healthy and doing well:)

Our Baby Is Here!!

2010-02-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

Emmet Scott

Born February 8th at 8:21pm

7 Pounds 8.5 Ounces 20 Inches long

38 Weeks!

2010-02-06T08:57:00.001-08:00

Still baking away! Playing the baby waiting game. Having more and more contractions each day. Is it really already February, we get to meet our little one this month:)

Second Baby Shower!

2010-02-01T09:17:00.000-08:00

Our little family is blessed!!

36 Weeks And A Baby Shower!

2010-01-25T09:39:00.001-08:00

36 weeks and counting! We had our Doctor's appointment last Friday. From here on out, we are down to appointments every week. I am measuring exactly on schedule. Hubby and I were able to see Bump-E up on the "big screen." We have not seen this little peanut since week 19. What an amazing difference. I was so giddy, it still feels surreal. It's little head is in perfect placement, heads down! Which I think I could have guessed, due to the immense pelvic pressure I have been experiencing. Everyone is growing and we are counting down the days. We are so close to seeing what this little one will look like!

This weekend Bump-E and I had our first Baby Shower. Hosted by some lovely lady friends of mine. An afternoon filled with great friends, food, and gifts. We are beyond blessed!

It's begining to feel alot like this...

2010-01-09T10:03:00.001-08:00

It's official! I am starting to feel a little more and more each day like this woman posted above:) Yesterday we had a Doctor's appointment, I am measuring a little ahead of schedule. 35 weeks is the lucky number! Heart beat is strong and everyone is growing! Our next appointment in two weeks will include, the Group B Stress Test and my first internal exam. Yikes! Although, I am confident and we discussed, that this will be the only internal unless I am contracting regularly. We will start with a baseline and go from there. What of a relief to not have someone all up in my business every time I visit:) Time is ticking away, and it is going FAST!

The Hospital bag is still semi packed and ready to go. But I must admit, there are still many things to add. This is where I need your help! Dear readers, what did you pack, or wished you would have packed?! You know how ladies can be, the "Over Packers" let's bring the kitchen sink! I am trying to avoid that as much as humanly possible:)

The End Love Cassandra

33 Weeks!

2010-01-02T11:50:00.000-08:00

Officially the Third Trimester! Can you say round girl in a little green shirt:) To be honest I am feeling really unprepared. We are at the 7 week or less mark. Yikes! This weekend I was a productive pregnant woman. I started packing the Hospital bag. It gave me a little bit of my "sanity" back. That or just call it nesting:) We have so many random things laying around that I could throw in, that I went ahead and did just that. I feel much better from that small accomplishment. I am feeling great and getting more and more excited to meet Bump-E!

29/30 Weeks!

2009-12-09T08:36:00.001-08:00

Ten weeks left! Whoa. If you have not noticed in all of my belly shots, I have been wearing the same green t-shirt. It is my all time favorite! We are talking about 5 years worth of green t-shirt memories. Therefore, it would be fitting to take Bump-E's pictures in. Today the t-shirt officially fits likes a glove! I am a little skeptical of what kind of growth these next ten weeks will bring!

Walking In A Winter Wonderland!

2009-12-09T08:32:00.001-08:00

The beautiful landscape that greeted us this morning! I will be staying cozy and warm in my house today. I may go a little stir crazy, but what I see right now outside is NUTS!!

25/26 Weeks Baby Bump

2009-11-17T10:57:00.001-08:00

Drum Roll!

2009-11-16T11:42:00.001-08:00

WE HAVE MOVED!!

This was our little "surprise." Though to many it may seem small. Hubby and I were excited to move into our new neighborhood and apartment. It is cozy, filled with warmth and great character! Plus the added bonus, of some pretty awesome downstairs neighbors! I couldn't think of a better place to bring Bump-E home to.

Life has been crazy beautiful! Each day brings excitement of "hibernating" for awhile this winter! That also follows with the slight hope of life slowing down, maybe just for a minute! A new baby to snuggle is topping our list. This week marks 26 weeks. Everything is going well! I am growing and so is baby. Baby bump pictures to follow soon:)

Saying Goodbye To Grandma

2009-10-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of my Grandmother, Thelma Irene. It was taken over a year ago at our wedding. Every time I look at it, it captures another story or thought. I have always loved pictures of the older generation. I see immense beauty, with stories to be told. I love how her earrings are a pop of color! Perhaps shows the spunky side of who she was. It has become one of those pictures that says a thousand words. Some of those words bring pain, while others etch memories on my heart. Her last years on this earth, were an ebb and flow of dealing with Alzheimer's, and other various health issues. An illness that takes a toll on that person, and those caring for them. I am thankful that her Alzheimer's was not one that allowed her to forget my name or face. I was still greeted with a huge hug and a smile. Something so simple, yet, so tender. It is crazy how when someone says our name, it does something to us. Stirs something from within.

It is this weekend, October 31st, that we will say our final goodbye. Laying her to rest beside my Grandfather. A day of tears shed, but also a day of memories and smiles. I am blessed to call you my Grandma!

Hard Morning!

2009-10-20T08:58:00.001-07:00

Literally!

I have been hoping that this cold weather would aid in my ignorance is bliss mentality. You see, it's inevitable that this was to occur. I was even warned a month ago, from a woman who experienced it first hand, to just let go, before some drastic measure had to take place. This morning drastic measures were in full swing! I will officially declare to the public that I have "Sausage Fingers." Thank you pregnancy. Please just don't move to my feet, I would rather not have cankles! Why was I was banking on the cold weather? It makes my fingers shrink and my wedding ring fits perfectly, every time! But I have come to the honest conclusion that most days, even when cold, my Wedding ring is getting a little too snug. It was enough this morning to put fear in my heart, a fear that they would have to cut my ring off of me at some point. So, this morning there I stood at the kitchen sink, with freezing cold water running down my fingers. No such luck on that try. Off to the bathroom to find some lotion, after my fingers were lubed, it took two tries and my ring finally slipped off. With that final tug, I feel like a little bit of my heart tugged as well. How is that for dramatic:) Really, a ring is just a symbol (a pretty one) a material item that when we leave this earth, will not be joining me. It also has nothing to do with the commitment that I made to my husband. But today, it is close to my heart, from my husband, always on my finger. I am feeling finger naked-ness. I even tried placing it back on my finger for one last try, but I knew that this time it was for real. For now an old ring will have to do....Sigh February and getting my fingers back, cannot come soon enough!

Fall Feelings!

2009-10-17T09:48:00.001-07:00

22 Weeks! My belly popped fast, but now it is slowly growing. I am ok with that:) Bump-E is about 11 inches and weighing in at around 1 pound. Can you say Spaghetti Squash. Who knew! I even had to look that one up. I thought I would post a visual food picture, as it reminded me of the fall weather that we are experiencing here in Minnesota. Bump-E's lips, eyelids, and eyebrows are becoming more distinct. Tiny tooth buds are developing under the gums. The eyes have formed but the Iris lacks pigment. Our little one is also sporting wrinkles! Which will slowly go away once this kid starts packing on the pounds! Bump-E is officially starting to look like a miniature newborn:) The only complaint towards my pregnant body would be, Round Ligament Pains! Every so often in the middle of the night, I will wake up and it feels awful! What do I crave, sweets! But that my friends is nothing new:)

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2009-10-07T07:11:00.001-07:00

I apologize for the lack of posting. There are a few things that have been keeping our little household on their toes!

High on the list would be Nesting, Sweet little one, I fall more in love with you everyday. Your kicks and squirms are an awesome reminder of our Creator! Almost 21 weeks puts us half way through this pregnancy, yikes! Which is also a great reminder of the many things I have yet to accomplish! The nursery and registering for baby showers has slowly crept up on me. Hubby and I are also at "war." Last night was the battle of the thermostat. Hubby thought that it was time to turn on the heat, I thought that it was nowhere near the time of needing the heat. Take one hormonal, always warm pregnant woman, and one always cold blooded husband and what do you get?!?! I will let you answer that one yourself:) I will give you a little hint and say, that we did come to a happy medium conclusion. And this morning when I woke up I turned the heat off for the day;)

There is also a small "secret" in the making, which I should be able to share later this week!

For the next of couple weeks be prepared for sporadic postings! We are living life! Which if I may remind you, looks a little like Crazy Beautiful:)

Baby's First Pictures!

2009-09-25T10:26:00.000-07:00

I am pumped to report that we are having a healthy baby! Given by the thumbs up of the little one, Bump-E agrees that picture time was a blast. Although, this baby is stubborn already. We spent over an hour in the ultrasound room trying to get this little bugger to cooperate. It was extremely squirmy and putting it's hands all over it's face.

We decided, and even rehearsed before we went, what our answer would be when the Tech asked if we wanted to know what we were having. The answer was right on cue, nope! But our inklings lean more and more towards a girl. The last picture is my Week 19! Crazy time is flying so quickly. After today, I am even more excited to meet this little one.

Alive and Kick'n!

2009-09-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today I am making a "mental" writing note. As of September 16th, 2008 I officially felt Bump-E kick and squirm within my tummy!

According to the Bradley Birthing Method book that I have been reading, research has shown that the first day you feel actual baby movement, you are to take that date and add 5 months. According to this method, this will either be the actual day of birth, or near the time of soon to be delivery. Which would put us at February 16, 2010. 4 days before my actual due date of February 20th. I guess time will tell of how accurate this really is. I am excited for baby Bump-E to put this to the test. Choose wisely little one!

Happy One Year Anniversary To My Lover!

2009-09-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

15 Weeks and 3 Days

2009-09-01T11:05:00.001-07:00

Day Dreaming!

2009-08-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

This time last year, I was still a Bride-To-Be! Here is a sneak peak of our Engagement pictures. I thought I would gush with all of you. I have been day dreaming about my Lover all day.

Como Zoo

2009-08-17T15:40:00.001-07:00

26 Candles

2009-08-17T15:29:00.000-07:00

Celebrating another year of life! Thanks to my Hubby who reminded me, that I am now closer to 30 then I am to 20, thanks Love! For the evening, dinner plans were made at my favorite restaurant Chester's, then off to the movie Julia and Julie, and last but not least, fulfilling my dreams of trying the new Cold stone cupcakes. Here is a sneak peak. My favorite was the one filled with rich Belgian chocolate, a layer of red velvet cake, fudge, and cake batter ice cream. Topped of course with pink fluffy frosting. Drool away!

"Old Fashioned Baking"

2009-08-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

I would not consider this to be "Old Fashioned" baking. Realistically women have been doing this for years. Granted it's not your typical throw some dough out of the freezer, or pop a can. It takes a little grunt work and patience. I was willing to sweat and be covered in flour. End result, heavenly! Thanks to a friend who encouraged a pregnant woman craving, I have enjoyed the most amazing cinnamon rolls ever!

12 Weeks (almost 13)

2009-08-13T11:41:00.000-07:00

Things The Baby Mama Has To Have!

2009-08-04T10:12:00.000-07:00

Projects

2009-08-04T09:51:00.001-07:00

When one marries, you create a life together with "collective" furnishings. Posted above are such items. I decided to go through our apartment and see what needed a face lift. The above three items were our winners! The lighting is not the greatest in our home, therefore, the colors have been altered.

Starting from the very top, we have a lovely table, passed down from my Great Aunt, to my Step Mom, to me! It went from cheery yellow, to lime green, to Estate Brown!

Second, we have a Kitchen Aid stand that was bought for ten dollars when I was single. It went from a dull light wood, to a deep Maroon, to a stunning Hot Sun, deep golden yellow.

And last but not least, the cheapest of them all! The bathroom stand bought when single. Need I say more. A light furnished fake plastic wood, turned into a stunning Estate Brown color!

Oh how he loves us!

2009-07-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realize just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way…He loves us!

The Bump

2009-07-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

10 Weeks! I wish I could say that I ate too much. Often times this is how I feel. Bloated. Realistically, I just can't hold it in anymore:)

Surprise!

2009-07-20T08:48:00.001-07:00

Introducing.....
Baby Exsted!
Due February 20, 2010.

Back!

2009-07-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

Adios!

2009-06-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

Rise and shine! Early tomorrow morning, Hubby and I leave for our two week camping/hiking adventure! Adios world of technology. Our destinations are, Glacier National Park in Montana, Olympia National Park in Washington, and last but not least, Idaho.! Where we will be visiting Hubby's good friend and wife.

Stay tuned for pictures!

Forever

2009-06-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

This is my Turquoise Pick. When I say I have had this pick forever, I literally mean since the 7th grade. How have I kept it this long, I honestly have no idea! It is the one thing that throughout my life, I have been unable to lose. What is something you have had forever?

30 Day Shred

2009-06-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

It hurts, sometimes I yell at Jillian, it makes me sweat buckets, leaves me breathless, I have never felt so good after 20 min! Hands down best workout ever!

Our Other Life

2009-05-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, our Main Setting. Pictures from what we would like to call our "Two week home." Welcome to the Ranch, or in technical terms, True Blue Stables!
Up next is our cast of characters. Pictured below is Toby, but when in trouble you may also hear the name Tobias. I made that name up when he was being mischievous. It seemed a very strong and sturdy name to call him when he was being goofy. His favorites include, napping downstairs, playing catch, and going nuts when new people come around. When excited or scared, he gets a chunk of hair that stands up on his back, also known as a fohawk! He is a cool dude.
Our next character is Cole. I have no nicknames for him, but his parents like to call him Big Bear. Cole has the cutest face, one of my favorite things about him, is when he looks at you and tilts his head to the side with those big eyes. If he were begging for something, he would win hands down. Cole was my buddy during those two weeks. Wherever I was, he had to be. His favorites include, eating grass, sleeping, and laying belly up waiting for a scratch!

Up next is Gretta the cat. Her and I have a love hate relationship. I think she is all cute running around like a crazy cat, she also has sweet tree climbing abilities, there is the love part. The hate part is partially due to her nature, killing things. She found a nest of baby bunnies, who are also pictured below, before they met their death. Let's just say Gretta enjoyed breakfast, lunch, and dinner! I tried to love her for who she was made to be, towards the end we became friends and even cuddled on the porch!Onto bigger animals. This is Rave, the baby. He is full of spunk, bucks, and kicks. He loves to follow you, and is a very curious little boy. His favorites are eating, eating, running, and snooping around!Meet Honey. She is what I would like to call the "California Babe." She enjoys eating, and like any good California girl, basking in the sun. I am not lying when I say, I would give anything to have her bangs. They sweep so perfectly. And the color, all the girls Honey are wanting to be you. Keep those luscious locks!
Last but not least, Frankie and Allie. Frankie is on the left and Allie is on the right. I love Frankie for the color of his coat, and for his stunning blue eyes. They are so dreamy, you could get lost in them. Frankie's favorites include, eating and being a friend to Rave, mom says they will make great buddies. I admire all of the horses tails and manes, they are well kept, and hold a certain beauty to them. Allie thinks and acts as the princess of the gang. She enjoys showing others just who is boss, eating, and seeking attention. I love watching her flick her head about, often times in my head I would nickname her Flicka. In conclusion, the Caretakers. Myself and Hubby enjoying a four wheeler ride around the countryside. Breathing in the beauty of the great outdoors!

Life on the Ranch!

2009-05-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hubby and I will be devoting the next two weeks to life on the Ranch! We are house/animal sitting for some friends of ours. Pictures and stories to come! It is so peaceful in the country. My heart and soul are at rest!

Revelations 5:9

2009-04-27T19:10:00.000-07:00

And they sang a new song: "You are worthy to take the scroll and to open its seals, because you were slain, and with your blood you purchased men for God from every tribe and language and people and nation. You have made them to be a kingdom and priests to serve our God, and they will reign on the earth.

Ni Hao!

2009-04-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

Every day I hold dear to my heart, that I was able to experience one of the greatest desires that God placed within me. I traveled across the globe to China. Lang Fang to be exact! Which is an hour North of Beijing. Ever since I can remember, I have always longed to go over seas, to spend time in an orphanage. To cuddle those babies, kiss their cheeks, sing them to sleep, and see who Jesus is through another cultures eyes. Not necessarily a personal relationship, China is hurting for God. But just seeing God's creation through these people. Through my friend Shawn, that desire became a reality. Almost two years ago, July 30, 2007 to be exact, I set foot on a plane. The longest plane ride of my life, and the greatest desire of my beating heart. I found myself smack in the middle of this orphanage www.chinaorphans.org. For over two weeks, I was surrounded by sweet babies! While there God set this verse on my heart:

Dear Children, let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth. 1 John 3:18

God could not have spoken any clearer to me. As at times, I became frustrated because of the language barrier. I knew basic Chinese. Not enough to interact with the nanny's or the children. In that moment God whispered. It was then, that I turned my love into actions. Not always is it with spoken words, that we share who our amazing Father is! Why do I bring this up. Because, while in China I loved on those kids, yet, felt completely empty of all things. I read through my journal only to see the words numb and empty a lot. I have come a long way. It is only within coming home, did I realize and still get struck of what God was, and is still doing while I was there. Two years later, and God still speaks. I am still learning to love through actions over words. I also write, because my heart still tugs whenever I hear the word China, I find joy and shed tears in oversea adoptions, and when pictures of these beautiful children surface. Once again God brings this verse to my attention:

But the needy will not always be forgotten, Nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish Psalms 9:18

My greatest memory will always be, sitting holding a sweet little baby. A nanny enters the room, sweeps up this sweet child, and starts to sing, Jesus loves me this I know in Chinese. In that moment the flood gates opened and Jesus entered in!

Remembering Gene

2009-04-17T10:32:00.001-07:00

We were officially together 2 years. That is Gene on the right, and his buddy Nally on the left. We were like two peas in a pod. You could not find me without Gene close beside. We went through some really tough times together. I think it made both of us stronger, and who we are today. You see, Gene was always there, literally. He even flew across the country to be beside me. He was my backbone and my health. I am actually surprised our relationship lasted as long as it did. There were numerous opportunities for him to just let go, disappear. There were always others out there, who wanted a little bit of what Gene had to offer. But you see, we captured each others hearts. He was the most beautiful shade of blue. Even to this day, I can't quite find the shade of long ago. When we were together, I could not help but smile and receive a smile in return. I opened my mouth and he constantly listened. He was refreshing...sigh. We were perfect together really. Then Gene starting getting old. Bumps and bruises started to cover his body. I knew that a time would come, when I would have to say goodbye. I don't know if I was ever really prepared for this moment. Yet, deep down I knew I just had to let go. There would be others, what if I did not want any others. Gene was my comfort. He bore everything that our relationship was. Then one day, I just did, I let go. I miss him, but like Spring that brings new life, I have someone new to share this journey with. Her name is Nally (Named after a very dear friend of Gene's) she is beautiful and breathtaking. She bears no marks, and displays the start of something new. She is sleek red, I might go as far as to say, she is sexy! I think Gene would approve:)

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2009-04-13T12:00:00.001-07:00

Easter Sunday Sermon:

What are our biggest fears?

Why do we feel the need to keep nailing Jesus back up on the cross? He has already died for our sins and redeemed us.

By Your Side Lyrics~By Tenth Avenue North!

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

Code Red

2009-04-04T19:18:00.000-07:00

Operation Coldstone Creamery.
Cupcakes!
The liners are actual chocolate!
You can eat the whole thing in one BIG gulp!
My mouth is watering...
Somebody has got to help me out here. Any takers:)

Two Words!

2009-04-01T12:28:00.000-07:00

SPRING BREAK!

Does Evil/Satan really Exist?

2009-03-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Watch ABC Nightline Debate Now

Mark Driscoll

The ABC Nightline debate with Pastor Mark and Annie Lobert versus Deepak Chopra and Carlton Pearson is up online now. Watch it here.

If you get the chance, I would recommend watching this! Sheds a whole new light on where people are at, and what they are thinking. It makes my heart heavy!

In this moment I find God. And God is enough!

Please Pray for Stellan!

2009-03-23T08:13:00.001-07:00

Spring has Sprung!

2009-03-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday. For those of you who struggle with remembering the days of the week. I have been gone from the blogging world for over a week. Sorry! I have become Mrs. Busy Bee. The hubby works this weekend, so I must fend for myself. Currently I am trying to stay away from the Fridge. I wish they made locks for those darn things. You see it is tempting me. Calling my name, who knew that the good ole Fridge could talk. Ohh it can! Self control is being tested left and right, up and down, you get the idea. (Note below post to see why)

Welcome to my world of random. Enjoy the ride!

It is beautiful outside. I try to remember that it is only March! That means that in Minnesota snow could fall from the sky at any moment.

I read this verse this morning, that gave me a skip in my step! I hope that your hearts are enlightened. Happy Spring!

"But whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a SPRING of water welling up to eternal life." John 4:14

Just Whistle While You Bake!

2009-03-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

I am at it again! Cookie Dough Truffles my friends.

Tantrum!

2009-03-07T17:10:00.000-08:00

It's official. I am whining. You see, I am looking over at our kitchen table longingly. Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookies reside there. Sigh. My husband says I can have one, then the rest must be kept for church tomorrow. One problem, I don't want to share! If you were to set your eyes on these cookies, I feel like you would agree. Actually, you would fight with me to keep them around, or join me in shoving them in your mouth so that all of the evidence would disappear! Any takers on being a partner in crime?

New Paragraph:

I love how pastors have the God-given ability, to really dig deep and pull things out of the Bible. Things that I skim over, or really have no understanding of. Lately, I have been covering a sermon series titled "Redeeming Ruth." Ruth's character has started to become very dear to my heart. What an incredible story. What an incredible woman!

Ruth is a woman who trusts in the character of God. I wish my heart would beat to that rhythm more often. Ruth is living in one of the most darkest times of Israel's History. There is famine and war, she has lost her husband, they are hopeless. In the end, she decides to follow a very bitter Naomi to a land and people that is unknown. Would you be willing to pick up and leave to a place unknown, let alone with a crabby bitter old lady. Please do not pick me!

Like Ruth, many have mirrored this life. We are living in times of war, our economy is falling a part, some of us have become widows, many of us are bitter, while some of us have moved clear across the state or country to the unknown. Just to feel alone and empty. This brings me, as well as others, a little closer to the experience and feelings of humble servant Ruth. My prayer is that I become more and more like her.

Good grief, I am only on Chapter Two. Ruth dear, what do you have up your sleeve. What happens when Prince Charming "Boaz" enters the picture?! Do tell, I am waiting!

Until next time. Let's lead life a little more Ruth style! Trusting in the character of God. Just a little reminder in case you already forgot. I know, a man enters the scene and we get a little weak in the knees!

P.s. Don't tell my husband, I ate TWO cookies!

Mutaba!

2009-03-02T08:06:00.001-08:00

Happy Monday!

Last Thursday I had my orientation for being a Substitute Para. I was not expecting a call for another two weeks. Surprisingly I was awoken from my slumber on Friday at 6:16am. They wanted me! I loved my first day. I was exhausted. But excited to be back in the working field.

The only thing I really disliked was what I came home with. Mutaba! A word that was made up in High School, by us silly girls who had nothing but the giggles during lunch period. It basically sums up any illness that a person had or could get. Therefore, this whole entire weekend I was stuck with the "Mutaba." Which translates into the flu! Only bonus. There was no vomiting. I held strong every day to a 101 degree temp. Hot and cold flashes, along with night sweats that freaked me out! This is where you turn your head if you don't like gross things. When I would wake up the figure of my body was outlined in sweat, Starting with my head on the pillow, to the bottom of my toes. It was both on the bottom sheets and the tops. I was miserable and disliked the thought of going to bed every night. It is not a good feeling waking up soaking wet!

My husband was amazing this weekend. He wanted to hang out with me! Even though I told him numerous times how boring I was. I also did not want him getting this sickness. He proved over and over again what it looks like to be a servant. Not in a ring the little bell way:) But in a man who is filled with God and desires to take care of his wife. It made my hubby look sexy! That's my man! Hanging out and caring for the sick stricken wife! Thanks Love, I love you!

Now I am on the road to recovery. So far today, I feel a little weak and my voice is not working. I have yet to take my temp. This is me taking another day as a semi-couch potato! Ugh, I hope this doesn't last long. My phone is ringing off the hook with school job offers!

So there you have it. My eventful weekend!

Ode to Minnesota!

2009-02-26T11:54:00.000-08:00

I am sitting here glancing outside. I am pondering how from 0-30 seconds. It went from completely dry outside, to snow falling heavily, thunder booming through the clouds, while God is also putting on a magnificent lightning show. Maybe last night, when I was talking to my Hubby about how I could not wait to have the first summer rain fall and thunderstorm. God heard me and took my request to heart. I should be much more careful what I wish for next time. This will go down in history. I was able to experience my thunderstorm, but in the meantime, instead of rain I get snow! I giggled to myself, and told God that he was a pretty funny character! He sure does like to show off in mysterious ways:)

Sigh...

2009-02-23T15:38:00.000-08:00

I am sitting cozy with a mug of hot Earl Grey tea! I am trying to clear my head. This weekend has been wonderfully crazy!

Saturday Recap: Hubby was suppose to work on Saturday. But a machine broke down. So he called at 12:30 stating he was on his way home. I love having him around! Sometimes I even wish he never had to work. So unrealistic! I love how he provides for us. This job has been an amazing blessing.We then took the rest of our afternoon to check out the climbing wall, go to the mall, eat subway, and indulge in trying out a new smoothie. It was mediocre. Anybody have any good ideas for rock your socks off smoothies?!
A couple from church invited us out to a local Hockey game. Fun fun fun! There was a lot of testosterone flying in that arena. With both players and audience. Whoa!

Sunday Recap: The sermon on Sunday was awesome. Anybody dealing with forgiveness issues?! Wow did this sermon give me something to chew on, and then some! I am still chewing, actually my mouth is full. I feel as if I am playing the chubby bunny game. The only difference is, what is coming out of my mouth is not marshmallows, but wisdom and discernment. I am going to have to get back to you on what God is teaching me. Yikes! After church we joined a couple for lunch. Great conversation, followed by an intense game of phase ten!

Hubby surprised me with tickets to the Timberwolves Vs. LA Lakers basketball game. It was a good game! I thought that we would be destroyed, but in the end we lost by only 3 points. Yeah for a great game, and expensive hot dogs that tasted amazing! The guy who was spinning the beats during the game, made my heart happy. It was rockin! After the game, I was then whisked off to Le Bourget Hotels for a comfy night stay. As well as, breakfast in bed! P.s. we also ate at Perkins. It is hard to believe that in the cities, every place was closed at nine on a Sunday evening. Hello shrimp basket and Coconut Cream Pie!

Enter Monday Recap: Dinked around in the cities. Hubby bought me an adorable new shirt! Made our trek home. The car ride was quiet and beautiful. I am re-learning to soak in the country landscape. It is quite rare to find large open spaces here in this world of ours. I spent most of the car ride home, soaking up the rays of sun. Every so often, I would turn to my husband and ask him if I looked tan yet! Ohh summer please hurry.

My eyes feel droopy. We are being lazy, and about to watch another sermon from the Peasant Princess Series! Yeah for more wisdom!

Signing off....

Memories

2009-02-19T10:55:00.002-08:00

This past weekend Hubby's family came to visit us. It was a weekend filled with good food and fun. Saturday morning we woke up and were put to work. Memorable work! Hubby's mom taught us how to make his Grandma's homemade Coffee Cake. As well as, Chicken Dumpling soup. What a great memory to share and pass on. Thanks Mom-in law!

Heart Matters

2009-02-19T10:09:00.000-08:00

Hosea 10:12

Sow for yourselves righteousness, reap the fruit of unfailing love, and break up your unplowed ground; for it is time to seek the Lord, until he comes and showers righteousness on you.

Bliss

2009-02-13T13:21:00.000-08:00

The Man said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; She shall be called Woman, for she was taken out of Man." For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. Genesis 2:23-24.

It was 5 months ago today, that this very verse was read in front of 165 people. Our wedding day! I woke up this morning to the usual snuggle and kiss goodbye from my husband. Even though half awake 90% of the time. I look forward to these moments every morning. How could I be so lucky to have this? Because God loves me. He wanted me to feel the love he has for me, here on this earth. Something tangible. God won by sending hubby my way! My husband also shocked my socks off. Walking into the kitchen this morning, I found a vase filled with roses! Sigh. Be still my beating heart!

5 months of marriage has taught me this...

1.COMMUNICATION! We still have a long road ahead of us. But I think it is fair to say that we are getting better. I am such a clam who dislikes conflict!

2.Even once you are married, you must remember to pursue your companions heart. Not always easy when the hum drum of life takes you for a ride! There are so many nooks and cranny's! You should feel extra special that you are THE woman that really gets to see what is inside.

3. Your husband will not always fill your expectations and needs. Above all things, God should be filling those areas.

4. I am still trying to pray and seek what Respecting my husband looks like. Respect is a pretty big word. We throw it out there, but many do not understand it's true meaning. If any of you wisdom filled women have an idea. Please let me know!

5. Overall, I am learning what it is like to be living with, and relating to a MAN. Enough said on that one. You get the point ladies!

I am blessed! I leave you with a sentence from my vows.

"I will battle for your heart."

Operation Cupcakes!

2009-02-13T12:46:00.000-08:00

I love cupcakes! Anything with the word cake in it, I am sold! My husband's family is coming to stay this weekend. So I took it upon myself to make some treats. What a burden right:) Here they are in all their glory. Red Velvet Cupcakes! Excuse me while I go and eat one. I need to make sure they have not been poisoned.

Stay Tuned...

2009-02-10T09:59:00.001-08:00

I am still here. Though my typing skills and mind are not!
We are NOT in Kansas anymore. Wait?! Were we ever? I have to go. Mary Poppins is calling. She needs her umbrella back...

Mr. Sun

2009-02-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

Dear Mr Sun,

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I am so thrilled that you have decided to come out and play with us! It has been awhile. When was the last time I felt your warmth wrap it's arms around my body? I think it was summer. Not that I am counting the days or anything. I get the tingles just thinking about it. Please don't delay in melting this winter wonderland of ours. I am ready to spend some quality time with you.

With sincere thoughts,
Cassandra Louise

This next week is like a dream come true for the soul. I am seriously giddy! The temperature is going to be in the 30's. If you are from Minnesota, you know very well that this is a heat wave. We live for this time of year. Things slowly start to melt, blossom, come alive! The sun sets later, and rises earlier. I am so pumped. I will try not to get ahead of myself. It is only February. Those of you also from Minnesota know, that this weather could change in a heartbeat. For now I will cling to each day the sun comes out, and melts this white stuff away. I think God knows a secret we don't. He may just throw another big snow ball at us! He is so tricky like that!

Science Fair experiment at it's finest!

2009-02-02T09:34:00.000-08:00

I love my husband. I love that he has dreams and funny schemes. The other day he decided to do, what I would call a Science Experiment. A man with a Biology Major at work. Sometimes he gives me extreme giggles. The other day I walked into the kitchen to find this..... (See below)
I asked what he was up to. His reply "I am seeing if the Avocado seed will grow tiny hairs." Duh right?! So, your saying you want to grow tiny hairs off of a seed? "Yeah, to see if I could grow my own Avocado." Hmm just what I suspected. So, every morning I walk past this little seed. I laugh. My husband makes me smile. Take a careful look at the seed and it's home. A lid and roof over it's head, a cozy blanket to snuggle with. Really this seed is living in the lap of luxury. Now if only it would start growing these little hair's. Our little seedling is starting to smell!

Hankering

2009-01-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I was really craving these. So I did what I knew best. I made some!

Sneak peak into my world

2009-01-28T07:52:00.000-08:00

1. What time did you get up this morning? 9:05am

2. Diamonds or pearls: Diamonds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Marley and Me

4. What is your favorite TV show? What not to wear

5. What do you usually have for breakfast? cereal, but sometimes I skip it altogether. I know I know shame on me!

6. What is your middle name? Louise

7. What food do you dislike? Anything spicy or hot. I get sick!

8. What is your favorite CD at moment?

I don't have one. I either listen to my Ipod or Pandora.

9. What kind of car do you drive? Silver Ford Focus

10. Favorite sandwich? Grilled Peanut Butter and Jelly

11. What characteristic do you despise? Lack of being honest or sincere

12. Favorite item of clothing? Hooded sweatshirts

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Italy/Greece

14. Favorite brand of clothing? I secretly have a crush on Gap:)

15. Where would you retire to?

Depending if I could still walk when I retire. Somewhere with my husband in the mountains!

16. What was your most recent memorable birthday?

My husband I were still dating. Last year the weather was perfect. He drove me out to Bemidji State Park. He set up the Hammock he had bought for me, cooked me dinner, as I lazily rocked back and forth. Then we went on a small walk. Came back and he brought a Badminton set. We played over the volleyball court. Then we walked to a higher point to watch the sunset. Very low key, and with the man I love. PERFECT!

17. Favorite sport to watch? Basketball

18. Furthest place you are sending this? No clue

19. Person you expect to send it back first? Imaginary friend:)

20. When is your birthday? August 14th

21. Are you a morning person or a night person?

Depends. Given enough time I can adjust to both!

22. What is your shoe size? 8-8.5

23. Pets? Nope

24. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share with us? I wish!

25. What did you want to be when you were little? A mommy

26. How are you today? Doing well. Trying to get my butt in gear to go work out. Instead I am doing this:)

27. What is your favorite candy? Peanut Butter M&M's

28. What is your favorite flower? Gerbia daisies

29. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to?

June 13th, we leave for Glacier National Park for two weeks. Or September 13th, our one year wedding anniversary!

30. What's your full name? Cassandra Louise

31. What are you listening to right now?

The fridge running and myself typing

32. What was the last thing you ate? Blueberry Pancakes

33. Do you wish on stars? Pretend yes. For real no.

34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Green. I LOVE the color green.

35. How is the weather right now? Sunny and freezing. Welcome to MN!

36. The first person you spoke to on the phone today? Natalie

37. Favorite soft drink?

Gasp. I don't drink pop. If I had to choose though either Dr. Pepper or Rootbeer.

38. Favorite restaurant?

Anything with a good dessert. I choose by that! Otherwise, Italian or Chinese.

39. Real hair color? Sigh..Strawberry Blonde. It is what you see

40. What was your favorite toy as a child? Barbie's, Dolls, Littlest Pet Shop

41. Summer or winter?

I love summer. Although, I love the first snowfall of the year, it is beautiful!

42. Hugs or kisses BOTH!!

43. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate, unless it's a twist cone then both.

44. Coffee or tea?

Tea, I Love Chai's with soy

45. Do you want your friends to answer these?

Yes please, I even asked nicely!

46. When was the last time you cried?

Oh, goodnes it has been awhile. I misted reading the book "The Shack" or the movie Marley and Me.

47. What is under your bed? Storage and crap!

48. What did you do last night?

Waited anxiously to hear about my dad's surgery, went grocery shopping with my hubby, made blueberry pancakes, kicked my husbands butt in Yahtzee. He now owes me a head massage!

49. What are you afraid of? Being tortured, losing loved ones, going asleep alone.

50. Salty or sweet? Confession of a sweet tooth!

51. How many keys on your key ring? 4

52. How many years at your current job?

I am currently a Woman of Leisure or what some may call a Domestic Goddess. I have been in this position since the end of Oct.

53. Favorite day of the week? Saturday Mornings

54. How many towns have you lived in? 4

55. Do you make friends easily? I think so

Please Pray!

2009-01-26T20:11:00.001-08:00

Today at 1:00pm my dad is having heart surgery. This procedure is is likely to take four or more hours. Please pray for peace, wisdom, strength, steady hands, success of the surgery, and a great recovery!

We love you dad! You are in God's BIG hands.

A little Longer

2009-01-26T20:01:00.000-08:00

So many times we stretch ourselves thin. We add one more thing, we check off a list. I miss simplicity. I am in search of just being and listening. Those soft whispers are out there. We just have to take time to listen. I love the idea of having "coffee" with God. He knows I love Chai's with soy!
The melody in my head is simple.
Brought to you by Brian and Jenn Johnson.

What can I do for You?
What can I bring to You?
What kind of song would you like me to sing?

Cause I'll dance a dance for You
Pour out my love to You
What can I do for You beautiful king?

Cause I... can't thank You enough.
I can't thank You enough
What can I do for You?
What can I bring to You?
What kind of song would you like me to sing?

Cause I'll dance a dance for You
Pour out my love to You
What can I do for You beautiful king?

Cause I... can't thank You enough.
I can't thank You enough
All of the words that I find... and I can't thank You enough.
No matter I try... I can't thank You enough.
Then I hear You sing to me

you... don't have to do a thing
Just simply be with me and let those things go
Cause they can wait another minute

Wait... this moment is too sweet
Would you please stay here with Me
And love on Me a little longer

I hear You say...
You... don't have to do a thing
Just simply be with me and let those things go
Cause they can wait another minute

Wait... this moment is too sweet
Would you please stay here with Me
And love on Me a little longer
I'd love to be with you a little longer
Cause I'm in love with you

My soul can't dance without you...

2009-01-26T19:48:00.000-08:00

My heart is filled with constant melodies. Many days I have this music that follows me. My heart, my head, my feet begin to dance, I close my eyes, sometimes I sing at the top of my lungs. For a moment it is just me and him. He keeps romancing me. I tend to fall for him every time!

Look at the way the flowers bloom for You
They want to show You their beauty Lord
Running waters dance, You and I romance
Unto You be all the glory
Unto You be all the glory
The angels dance around You
The earth it sings about You
Open up the heavens Lord
Let Your Kingdom come to earth my praises all surround you
my soul can't dance without you
open up the heavens Lord
let Your kingdom come to earth

Water Park of America Adventure

2009-01-26T08:38:00.000-08:00

Splish Splash!

2009-01-24T06:27:00.001-08:00

Today I leave for some indoor fun. This girl really needs it.

It is...

Rock your socks off...

WATER PARK OF AMERICA FUN!

Stay tuned for pictures....

House Dreaming!

2009-01-22T08:31:00.000-08:00

Love at first sight...Sold at first bite!

2009-01-22T06:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I had to run to the store for some "Girl Products," If you get my drift. Instead I walked away with this. I consider this a must have. It makes me happy. This is the first time I can ever say I fell in love at first sight!

I am tempted to visit the store across the road again soon.

How about today:)

My heart is stirred

2009-01-21T08:38:00.000-08:00

My heart has been stirred...

I must admit that I am an addicted blog reader. What is it that so captures us? Simply we have been captured by words and photographs. We feel every emotion written out, we take part in every picture taken, as if it were our own. We are community. I love how big our world is!

I may not be eloquent with words. But this is me. Raw! Living a crazy beautiful life!

Long gone are the days of lock and key journals!

Enjoy!